depressive episodes right now, life is stupid really Im not having it today. F*** everything I’m having a combo of sad and angry idk why, i was fine yesterday but today my mood changes and yeah maybe I am mad at myself. I can’t live a normal life and I have to hear people who don’t know anything about me saying “im scared of you, your mood always change” “you don’t smile” “talk to me” “what’s wrong” I can’t be answering to them “oh i have bipolar disorder, does that help?” they will surely either give me a look or talk to me like they understand what it’s like having this sick f***ing mind.
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hi….i get the mood changes. i feel awful for putting my husband through it. perfectly fine one minute and the next im throwing things across the house or sitting in the bathroom alone crying, and i dont tell him anything i just say “nothing im fine dont worry about”. im not even sure why hes still with me. im hell to be around.
It’s none of their business what you have or don’t have. They should just leave you the f*ck alone. Exactly, they DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT YOU. Don’t worry though man they are all just p*ssy f*ggots, but it’s sad when you’ve got to die because of the nasty folk like them. I’m sorry you have to hear people say those things. It must be some intellectual fault they have, that’s keeping them from making any sort of sense. I guess you just have to lay the line down and accept their presence is not welcome in your life. People who say those things are the type of people who would murder you when you aren’t looking.
wowowooohhh.. hold your horses ‘CoD: Suicide’.
Seems to me people are being pretty honoust to Electricat.
Saying they are scared of the mood changes. It might be a good idea to say you struggle with mood changes. More people will understand as when you are not saying anything.
Having bipolar disorder isnt as special as you think. You might just run into some people that are very familiar with it themselves. You are assuming people wont understand; but really half of the world population struggles with mental issues.
And no. CoD: Suicide, nobody has to die. You are overexaggerating to the extreme.