the easiest way to describe how i feel is just
*internal screaming*
im so fucking done with just everything
why cant it just be over
i dont give a fuck anymore
i have accepted defeat
there is no future
i have no future
im ok with it
why cant i just skip to the part where
im in my appartment, or homeless
i dont care
i just want to be alone
if a tree falls and nobody is around to witness it and nobody ever finds it, did it really ever happen?
if i am a failure, and nobody is around to care. was i really ever a failure?
people need to stop caring about me
once that happens i can just be me. i like me.
even if i was a homeless druggie, i would like me.
i wish i could just teleport out into nowhere
or somewhere were nobody cared about me
i could finally just be a failure in peace.
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Ya I’ve been waiting for 15 years to kill myself by gunshot to head. I planned to do it AS SOON as I turned 18 and it was legal for me to buy weapon. That was 7 years ago. I’m just waiting now. All I think about all day and all night is how I’ve always hated this life and my longing to die very very very very young.