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Life is not fair.

by T3R3Z1

It’s not fair. Good people who live happily are the ones who die and miserable people which have had life shitting on them for years (just like me—) still suffer because of the fear of killing themselves. That’s not fair. I dont want to be alive and still I am. Those who die never want to.

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rocketman 7/3/2019 - 8:21 am

Life is not fair, it’s a constant gamble one that you can not win.

Soda 7/3/2019 - 1:19 pm

I cannot speak for what goes on in anyone’s head and what motivates or stops them from doing something. I just know that despite the hardships I’ve experienced, I’ll keep going until things get so desperate and there is no way out then I’ll consider ending my life.

I do agree with you, it is very hard to make oneself commit suicide. I’ve had some low points in my life that I wanted nothing more than to be dead but at the time I didn’t know anything about methods at the time (now I know). So I pushed on with life and it got much better. But I’ve still been struggling, I want to thrive, not just survive.

I will say that part of the decision to consider suicide involves the means that you choose. If you know of a way that is reliable, safe, mostly painless and fast then you are probably more likely to go through with it. I believe that is the major reason most people hesitate.

Of course if one isn’t left with any alternative then people will use risky, drastic measures. I’d strongly advise against it unless it is reliable. Preparedness is the key. Have a plan and if you do reach the ‘end of your rope’ then at least you are ready to end it.

I have a method lined up already which has proven efficacy and has been used by hundreds of other people and is pretty easy to do. So I’m ready to go if I’m forced to. However while I have my bad days so far my life is ok and there are many things I still want to do so I’m going to continue living as long as I can.

T3R3Z1 7/3/2019 - 6:35 pm

My life has already got desperate, I lost everything I cared about. Please inform me about your method (I already have one but I’m curious) : daniel.jal123@gmail.com

Thanks pal.

Soda 7/3/2019 - 10:36 pm

I’m sorry to hear that things have gotten desperate for you, perhaps you have friends/family you can connect with?

As you might be aware we cannot discuss methods here. But if you do a Google search for methods you’ll find a ton of information.

I read about suicides in Ontario, Canada and it seemed pretty convincing to me. You can also look up Philip Nitschke to get some ideas.

Just do your research before doing anything. Sorry I don’t contact people outside this site either. Good luck in whatever you decide to do.

T3R3Z1 7/4/2019 - 8:59 pm

God dammit I said I was desperate! I have N O O N E ! Zero! Nyet! Friends and family are something people take for granted. I have no fucking one!

Soda 7/4/2019 - 10:40 pm

I simply threw out a suggestion, there’s no need to get upset. I’ve experienced some loneliness as well, so I know how bad it can be. I nearly broke up with my handful of friends and had hated my family members but I decided to patch things up.

If there are no friends, coworkers, relatives nobody that you can connect with then consider making new friends either through work or from online personals websites.

Regarding methods keep in mind people can get in trouble with the law which is why we can’t discuss them but I’ve given you some hints in the right direction if you wanted to do some research.

T3R3Z1 7/4/2019 - 11:22 pm

Ok. I don’t know if this is a joke from you but seriously. I have absolutely noone means I already tried to make friends by every means many times.
I’m not an idiot (does not mean I’m intelligent), but if that can make things clear I’ve got asperger syndrome, so making friends is hopeless.

Yoges 7/3/2019 - 6:19 pm

Ironically, it is because of the tiny good part in me that I don’t kill myself – the one that doesn’t want to hurt people who truly love me. Somtimes I wish I was 100% asshole.

lifeproject 7/8/2019 - 7:29 am

Even with no friends one can live a happy life. It is a lot to throw upon a person you meet and want to be your friend: Here i am. I want to die. Unless i find a friend. Be my friend and make me not want to die.

That will make a runner out of everyone.

just try to be more relaxed about it. You dont need friends to live and be happy. You can do things in groups without real friends also.

You need to be less depressed. Work on that first. The rest will follow.

evianwatre 8/6/2019 - 9:10 am

i really do think that you have to be less aggressive to make friends or connections in life. i understand that it could be incredibly frustrating at the situation you’re going through right now, but that’s how people is, they only accept kind things, in order to make friends you have to adjust yourself to them. i’m sorry if this is offensive in any way, i wish you feel better soon

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