I feel it’s time for me to write my last chapter. I would like to give myself a few days to be more at peace with it however……i feel that’s not something I can do.
maybe therapy could be a “good” thing. i could get antipsychotics. i never understood that. oh youre suicidal here have something you can od on if you arent carefully watched only making you feel worse because who WANTS to be watched let alone watched because you arent trusted.
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Fuck therapy. Fuck people. Just fuck everything. I’m better off gone. No one needs me. No one wants me. And…..i don’t blame them.
I don’t have what I need……ill find something….theres always something
I need to die. The living world isn’t for me.
I feel it’s time for me to write my last chapter. I would like to give myself a few days to be more at peace with it however……i feel that’s not something I can do.
I said I belong in a mental hospital. Makes it easier I guess not being there. Makes it easier to finally write my last sentence.
Who needs a therapist anyway? Who are they to decide what is “normal”? Who are they to decide how one should live their life when everyone is unique?
Destroying everything one breath at a time. I always fuck shit up.
useless bipolar disorder i calmed down before i found a way. next time. next time ill have one on hand. this fucking hell is just that…..hell
maybe therapy could be a “good” thing. i could get antipsychotics. i never understood that. oh youre suicidal here have something you can od on if you arent carefully watched only making you feel worse because who WANTS to be watched let alone watched because you arent trusted.
I want to message my friend. But I feel so hated. I know he said he couldn’t ever hate me but everyone has their limit. I’m so sorry
I messaged him. I shouldn’t have. I’m so stupid. I should have just left him be.
He’s not gonna respond. Stupid stupid stupid
He said he doesn’t hate me but I still don’t feel very well liked.
If wanting to die is “Ok” then yeah, I’m doing fucking amazing
Very suicidal but can I say anything noooo because I decided yesterday there is no way in hell I’m calling today