Not too much longer now. This life has been entirely useless. My victories meaningless, my failures meaningless. At the end of the day, a boy will cease to exist, and that will be the end of that.
I had so many wishes. I used to love this Earth. I used to love people. Hell I even wanted to have a life with a few of them.
It’s all so stupid. Everything is so stupid, so trivial, so meaningless, and I’m tired of it all. I want to be free. I want to let it all go.
I’m tired. I want to rest, for a long, long time. Forever sounds nice, if possible.