I never petitioned to be forced into such a hostile, judgmental society that treats people like me with complete disdain because of how we look. It’s not like I had the option to customize my face at birth. “Normal” people have no fucking idea of what it’s like to go through life being consistently treated worse than everyone else. If the average person had to live a day as me, he would probably go off the deep end in no time!
The only time I am ever truly happy, confident, and relaxed is when I’m away from other people (like in the privacy of my home or in a secluded wilderness area). Unfortunately, I must spend the majority of my life around other people if I want to earn a living and survive. One day I would like to purchase some property in a more tolerable rural setting, preferably in a more sparsely-populated state out west, but that costs a ton of money. How many more years will I have to suffer in order to afford the lifestyle I want? I am quickly running out of patience and am starting to believe the only escape from this hellish existence is an early death.