I want someone to know. Im going to clean the house, then Im going to buy several bottles of zzzquil, Im going to drink them all with some alcohol and then Im going to get a rope and walk in the arberetum behind my house and walk until I find a place no one will find my body for a little while at least. Then Im going to hang myself.
Thank you for listening to me. Thank you to those who cared. I just really must be going now.