I just have a lot of anger issues, The Medication does greatly help I take Depakote i also take lexapro and some other one and lorazapam, I just want to fuck up some people, But i already been to jail a few times and it aint worth it there trash , there my past , and im so so so so above them …………………………….. gotta stay focused
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depression sucks…. I’m sorry I don’t really have much to offer.
Thank you
What did you go to jail for?
I never done anything to anyone when I started getting followed and reported by some random f*ck and taken in where they used cruel and unusual punishment. I could die now from the abuse I’ve been through just from the jail but luckily I have strong willpower and want to die the way I’ve always planned, shotgun to head. I overdosed on 200 pills the day after I was arrested, trying to commit suicide. They took my license for 2 years cause I’d dranken one beer before driving. I think whoever called me in didn’t have a car and was just jealous I could drive. I had to walk those whole two years and I walked 1,000 in one year. Then I was raped really bad and I didn’t walk a single mile the second year because I can no longer walk at all.
I’m currently weaning myself of Lexapro, was on a 10mg dosage. I haven’t found antidepressants helpful, the world health organisation a few years ago declared antidepressants basically placebo in effect, that basically says it all. What u would want to be careful with is antipsychotics. Alot of shrinks these days prescribe antipsychotics in addition to antidepressants. I was prescribed olanzipine, felt a little suspicious of it, did my research and found out it causes tardive dyskinesia – permanent involuntary facial twitching- in 20 percent of users, I stopped cold turkey. Do Ur research, know the side effects, the only substance I use now is weed, it definitely helps my depression.