when the feeling comes back on me the world turns into a grey meaningless place. but when i feel well the world is truly beautiful, flawed but beautiful, bright and filled with colors. do i deserve to be in a place like this? absolutely not, but i’ll try to stay to observe the beauty, before i feel like shit again and the colors fade away.
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The world is like that, lot’s of good things to see and bad, it’s important when seeing bad things to look for good things to even things out, it’s easy to get stuck just looking at one or the other and it effects your mood accordingly, but just bad really sucks! 🙂
When that happens, I just re-dose.
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