i pretty much have had enough with life. about a month ago i got discharged from the psych ward, which was complete hell. and now i think i have move on and put an end to this madness. for the last 10 plus yrs. i have been waiting for a change and here i am, and nothing has changed. me ending my life is the only way out of this madness. thats the message i keep on receiving.
long story short, this ends sometime between now & December 2019. im not holding out to see if things gets better (cause i know it wont) i just want to enjoy the remaining months with my family. i want some warm thoughts of them before i make a hasty exit from this sick disgusting planet im forced to live in.
im so sick of waking up to this world every single morning. enough is enough