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by SwimmingPearls

Killing myself is the solution? Please help. Im really thinking about it. My life is a mess,chaos and a lie. Im just a sad and depressed teenager. Im suffering since i have memory. I tried everything. The only things it lasts is committing.

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Hope Dream Love 8/27/2019 - 11:02 am

do you want help committing or help not?

shatterediris 8/27/2019 - 11:49 am

I’m sorry. I do hope that things get better for you, and that with whatever you do things go well for you. I’m sorry that I’m not helpful.

Ennui 8/27/2019 - 3:25 pm

Yup, life is messy and chaotic. And everyone is a piece of shit in their own special way, if someone seems perfect that’s because they’re a fake piece of shit – gospel truth!
So you’re spot on, but that’s no reason to kill yourself for.

Cause of Death: Suicide 8/28/2019 - 7:49 pm

I’m the same .. the only thing I’ve ever hoped for is that I would die extremely young. I’ve spent all day of every day for the last 15 years praying – wishing -hoping that I could kill myself and leave my horrible life. I don’t believe in recovery and I would never seek it or seek help or any form of healing. It’s all just a set up. The only thing that has ever been lasts for me has been to commit, there’s never been any other thing to bother with doing.
I was supposed to have died 7 years ago after I waited and waited and waited 7 years to turn 18 and finally be able to buy my gun to commit with. I’d commit some other way if there were any, for example through an agency under death with dignity act … but it seems I am ignored and considered to young. I’ve never cared for anyone and no one has ever cared for me. I don’t know why I am held captive and am unable to kill myself. I just want to get away from the populations, after all. Strange to be forced alive for no legitimate purpose, after I had made my decisions to die FIFTEEN years ago.

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