Im afraid of living
Cause my way already determined
And its not the way i want
Im afraid of living
Cause i hate being in pain and hurt
And keep crying even tho the reason to cry is gone
Im afraid of living
Im a coward
I know
I have dream
But the dream i love is nothing to them
My dream is a trash for them
I dont want to go on
Im afraid what should i do in my next step
Just to make then happy and proud
But i just want to kill myself
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The only thing I can think of is you want to make people proud of you? I have to admit that thought always is in my mind too, I want my family to be proud of me, I want everyone to be proud of me, unfortunately that is a very hard thing to accomplish, you have to fight to pursue your dreams, and if they are proud of you consider that a bonus. You have to live for yourself.
Actually i want to stop make thdm proud
I just want them to understand the dream i love
And let me live my dream..
But they want me to be normal graduate work here and there.. have a family
But i want to live in my dream.. and work in that dream..
Who is them? Are they secondhand murdering you? Hey just be lucky you can still have dreams. My dreams were all stolen from me 6 years ago, I will never have another. Hopefully you act on your dream before they take your dream away entirely.
Its my parents..
They already take it sadly..