school is the fucking worst. im depressed and want to commit suicide, im already focusing on trying to get my head on straight; how do i focus on all this fucking work? my ma pulls out some summer math and is like “you’re not half-assing your work this year.” i wasn’t half-assing, i was and still am, severly depressed, im trying so hard, so, so hard to keep everything together with my mental state. why doesn’t she understand im not as strong as her? i cant just get over myself; im still a fucking kid, why am i being held to the same standard as a grown adult for everything,
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It sort of makes sense to lump together mental health and learning, because both are much improved by good physical health. You need regular sleep to stay mentally healthy, and you need sleep to consolidate memories. Exercise boosts mental health (unless you’re medicated, which can sort of neutralize the effect). Exercise also allegedly improves your mental faculties. Similar things are true about healthy eating. About trying to maintain a healthy social life.
Mind-body dualism doesn’t make much sense. Care for your physical health, and your mental health should improve. So should your self-discipline (sleep is especially important here). And your homework.
There’s worse things than math homework. Man it will be like air, NOTHING AT ALL. Then when you finish you can get down to what is really important to you, like figuring out how to leave this horrible world forever and ever and ever and ever and for all. Amen. I’ve been waiting and trying to kill myself for 15 years. At least you have math homework, I just sit here and stare at the wall and thirst for the idea that I should be dead already if the nasty folks didn’t stalk me and take my shotgun and trying to figure out how to get another one with the Mormons standing in the way and ‘clinical insanity’ on my background. I’ve chosen suicide over life since a small child yet I’m still alive, I don’t know why. ….. ???
hey you didnt reply my email uh… or maybe im using email wrong.
was this directed towards cause of death; suicide or me?
cods
i know that. im not trying to dimish other peoples problems and im definitely not saying my problems are worse than others. there are things about me that i keep to myself