The fact that I just cant get over it is killing me. Its just I thought I finally would be happy… I thought someone would actually love me. Then it all crashed down in one night totally out of nowhere she just tells me that it never was serious for her… It has been over 2 months and Im still not over it… The fact that she couldnt care less and was over it in maybe couple of hours is the worst. I mean either I fked up by being insecure and she just stopped being attracted to me or she never wanted anything serious with me in the first place and she was just looking for someone to kiss for fun when her previous relationship ended and she wasnt ready for a new one yet (thats what she told me). Of course I then had to write all these desperete messages to her about how I loved her and she was my first girl and I made a total clown of my self. I just want this shit to stop. Please 🙁
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Hey – good thing nothing matters, right?
Maybe, kind of. But it doesnt matter whether anything matters or not. If that makes any sence.
She is probably just having mood swings because chicks have periods and PMS, some woman will murder other folks when they are PMSing … slutty girls always need someone to kiss so she’ll probably be back as soon as her pie hole stops blooding, lol XD
Hey at least you got a girl though. I’ve never had one. Actually my first love was suicide and shotguns and I’ve never loved any human being.
That sucks man. Sorry it happened. Bad things can happen when one person isn’t over a previous relationship, sounds like maybe she wasnt. Hang in there, more time is the only thing that will help you feel better.
I get that it sucks to be much more invested in something than the other person, but could you perhaps see this as a stepping stone in the right direction? I mean it sounds like if nothing else she saw you as an attractive way to have some fun. Which at least proves that you’re potentially desirable (that’s not a small thing). And now you have more experience, although you’re hurting at the moment. In future you’ll know to clarify what the other person wants before you get too emotionally invested yourself. It seems things very rarely work out the first time.
If she was leading you on, being disingenuous about her true intentions then that’s really shitty of her. The type of people who couldn’t care less about toying with others’ emotions for their own gratification are best avoided. Better you got rid of her sooner than later.
Really hope someone of quality comes your way, all the best.