I’ve been sober now for 18 months. I’m 30. This last year and a half has only confirmed why I used to drink so much. My eyes have only been opened more to all the damage going on in the world, both in the environment and within ourselves. What a horrible fucking species we are as a whole. So many egotistical, careless, selfish, over-consuming, seemingly know-it-all, good-willed talkers but will never make real change, pricks. I’m not saying I’m perfect, nowhere near, but holy fuck how can so many people not know that their day to day choices are damaging and killing our own species, making the world a living hell for so many other species, and fucking up our environment in just about every way possible. Why? All in the name of more material shit that we can wear, drive, watch, shove down our fucking fat throats? What a parasite we are as a species. Yeah there’s good ones I know, but fuck how long have people been saying that? When will there ever be enough good people to the point where they’re the rule not the exception? I’m not holding my breath. I don’t see our societal addictions of technology, horrible food, love for material shit, obsession with cars, procreating, and advancement of weapons to kill as many people (and animals) as possible letting up anytime soon. Actually, if Psychology is right, our addiction to all this will only continue to accelerate. I’m sober and I can say with a sober and clear mind: fuck this world, more precisely, fuck just about every human on this planet. You’ve ruined it. No matter how much you may not think you’ve been a part of the problem, statistically you most likely have been. Really look hard at your life, your every day choices and your actions. Don’t be mad at me just for pointing it out. I didn’t choose to join this shit show, but I’m really glad I can choose to leave it.