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You won. Depression.

by SwimmingPearls

I hate myself so much. Im a 100 percent conscious about the things i have to change about my attitude, life and relationships. I know perfectly how things have to get done to be finally happy. But i just can’t change. Changing is so difficult for me. Thats the reason i hate myself. I make people suffer so badly and i can’t control it. Im a ugly,slefish and ungreatful woman who only thinks about herself. I treat my parents so badly. I make them suffer a lot and thats so so unfair! They give me everything and im still so ungreatful. I make my boyfriend suffer and thats so unfair! He us the only one at my side every single time and im still so horrendous. I also treat bad the few friends i have and that makes me feel so guilty. I feel guilt because i am guilty. Im a 100 percent guilty for absolutly everything. I just can’t change.
You won depression.
Thank’s for all you’ve done.
You won.

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Ennui 8/27/2019 - 3:17 pm

You’ll always be able to find reasons to hate yourself if you’re an honest person, but if you look at yourself just a bit more sympathetically you might find a reason to love yourself as well

BlackFuture 8/27/2019 - 11:22 pm

You seem to be mentally unstable… Dont be so conscious of your problems. Its okay. I recommend you to just forget them. You dont have to try too hard to make them correct.

And i think its not your fault! Just.. you need to know how to love yourself. You’re wonderful. So dont be so harsh.
Have a great day.

PatheticMale 8/28/2019 - 9:25 am

Yeah.. I know exactly what should I change about myself to be happy and it doesnt even look hard but I ´m still not doing it 🙁

rocketman 8/28/2019 - 9:35 am

I’m sorry but giving up won’t fix the way you feel you have to want to change sounds to me your around a lot of enablers that play into your hands. Don’t let that become a way of life. You can change if you want to.

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