Is it best to accept who you are or change it. I use to hate me. But lately ive stopped caring and just grabbed another joint or bottle. Whats it matter when im at the point where i wish someone would hand me a gun. I think it would terrify some people how id pull the trigger without blinking an eye. At this point im just waiting to be pushed off this high rope i walked on to. Its a pretty delicate balancing act and lately ive been losing balance.