I am crazy!
Everything around me is driving me crazy. I wish my life is taken right this moment.
There is no one I talk to. There is no friend. My family that lives thousands of miles away finds lame excuses to not communicate with me. The guy that I was dating (at least that’s how I was thinking) was a manipulative narcissist that abandoned me (multiple times), friend zoned me and called me crazy.
It’s like a pattern. People enter my life, emotionally murder me, walk right out.
Can I just leave all of them and live like I don’t care? Yes. But they keep coming back to me to abuse me. Make use of me. I am sick of all this. I am so not ready for this world.
My humble request to fellow humans: please don’t call someone “crazy” because you are dishonest and scared of exposing your true self. Please don’t abandon someone for loving you. Ignoring/abandoning is abuse too.
I am tired.