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by Causeofdeath_suicide_

I’m lost. I’m totally lost. I’m still stuck in the darkness. I have no idea where I am or how to fight or how to get the hell out of here.

I don’t like feeling trapped in this place. I don’t like the darkness I can’t ever get out of.

It’s hard to breath. I can’t breath.

I don’t feel like I’m okay, like I’m going to be okay…

Now placing in stepping the floor crumbles in front of me, but I can’t see where or how far the hole is. Even my darkness is falling to pieces.

I keep looking everywhere for the glimpse of the light to get me the hell out of here. Every once in a while I’ll see a sliver, but it will disappear faster then I saw it.

I just want to get out of here, I want to find my light and run to it. Get through it. I don’t want to be trapped in here anymore drowning. Getting attacked. Floors crumbling around me.

Help…. I’m lost ….

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rocketman 9/4/2019 - 6:18 am

Sounds like a movie seen from Earth Quake , So I’m going to tell you the hero in the movie against all odds always makes it! 🙂

Chanty 9/4/2019 - 11:09 am

I wish you all the best. I hope, from the bottom of my heart, that you find your truth.
Good luck.

Cause of Death: Suicide 9/4/2019 - 12:08 pm

Hello. You have the same name as me. Awkward, but I’m ok with it? Seems what you are facing is a deepset unsettlement with your current situation. I can’t say I, or a lot of us here, haven’t been in a dark or ‘unfindable’ place, yet with how bad some things are in harsher and harder lives, I do see a sense of reprieve in anything that isn’t exactly the worst. You may or may haven’t been horribly abused, but on my worst days, even the most absurd of abuse isn’t quite ‘the worst.’ You always have that ‘brand new day’ to look forward to.

Hope Dream Love 9/4/2019 - 12:47 pm

OMG! I thought it was you. I’ll have to keep the difference in mind for next time. Sorry!

Causeofdeath_suicide_ 9/19/2019 - 3:39 am

I didn’t even realize that, my bad.. But i just feel like things are bad for me, and that they cant keep getting worse.. But they do.. Continuously… And its just not something I can handle anymore..

Hope Dream Love 9/19/2019 - 6:06 am

Yeah. I should have my diagnoses in 2 months and when I get them I’m decided of I’m gonna try to keep living or not and honestly I don’t like my chances.

Causeofdeath_suicide_ 9/25/2019 - 3:25 pm

Try to keep fighting. Life may be hard. But you can do it.

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