There are events which can completely turn a life around.
Drag one to the depths or grant a reprieve.
Having stumbled upon one of the latter effects, i still find myself lost.
Being in a position where the future is, while uncertain, still a given, I once again find myself struggling to head towards some kind of meaningful tomorrow.
It would have been easier to be right with myself before having this experience, but we usually don’t choose when opportunity knocks.
Taking a chance doesn’t change everything I see that is so terribly wrong. Nor does it rectify those things which are perhaps not quite terribly but still wrong in me.
It does change my plans, and I suppose does give me hope. Funny how that always seems to happen to me.