Im feeling so much better now
Did a whole bunch of laundry, The old man friend came into town and we bought a whole bunch of fancy soft off label Cat food and dog food, drank some vodka and went out to eat. I hate that I get so bitter and hateful I hate that I dont mind going to jail, I have attacked strangers in public before I hit them in the face ,Harrased them and told them mean things.. When cops and security come im always upset and crying it gets resolved and charges never get pressed so most of the time I stay in the house now. I smoke a lot of pot (weed) Plus im also on Facebook a lot ……. I have like four diagnoses but there pretty old, I drink vodka all the time now im pretty much just a schizophrenic now, you know like trying to survive? “Im pretty burnt out” but etc etc I have a ton of juicy stuff to say ill reveal it later…….
Well I do have a hello kitty tattoo. thats cute right? on my inner wrist Im not a cutter as fucked up as my life has been I didnt cut up my wrists, but I So Can relate I wanted to, but i didnt I couldnt embarrass my mom like that <\3 smoking a joint ,more later