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Maybe I should just die.

by Abandoned

It seems to be what everyone wants anyway. Pharmasists refuses to be helpful i asked a simple guestion “is this in stock?” It was a simple over the counter depression aid (i dont remember exactly what it was) and she goes into a million and one questions that dont concern her and it agrivated me to the point i said fuck it and just walked away. Im getting death threats and my therapist seems to lack caring. “Im highly likely to commit suicide if my grandfather dies” “ok” ummm isnt your job to help me cope with shit like that? Thats why i told you ahead of time. So i dont completely meltdown when he does die…..whatever. clearly no one wants to help and im done fighting a losing battle. Everytime i turn around theres someone else harrasing me or abusing me. Well fuck it!


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rocketman 9/13/2019 - 4:59 am

People are stupid to me too sometimes I have a short fuse myself, I really hate it when they get in my way! I’m pretty courteous if i’m in someone way I step a side let them go by, if they are walking slow and don’t know I’m behind them I’m just wait till I can get around them, but if they see i’m behind them and keep blocking me on purpose I get pissed! People can be as slow as they want but don’t block me or stop me! That’s one of the things that pulls my trigger, I could get a little rude! I have a beat I march to and I don’t like to change it to someone else’s.
That has nothing to do with your post but your post reminded me Thanks I’m mad now! lol

You wanted to see a therapist I’m glad you are but they only can do so much “the obvious stuff”
I watch them on TV and Never liked them they seem to be wrong about everything!
I think that’s why your a little upset, just like people getting in my way HEY! don’t slow me down with some crap you just thought of! In other words your issues maybe unique the one you have may not actually know what to do, like a plumber trying to fix a circuit breaker, you might try to get a new one that has experience with your type of issues, one size does not fit all especially when it comes to brains! If you feel that way you should just be polite and say that to the therapist and ask for a new one. Don’t let them feel like your stuck with them, it’s kind of like shopping or getting a haircut, a bad haircut you find someone else.

wanted to die if someone that’s close to you dies is normal, but you have to carry on you don’t exist for someone else, and you will cope maybe even get stronger because that’s what they would want you to do.
In the end you need to help yourself

rocketman 9/13/2019 - 5:11 am

Sorry wasn’t done! In the end you need to help yourself figure out the root cause do your best to fix it, I did that it worked for me but yeah it’s not easy. Don’t ask I already know what your thinking, different problems! 🙂

Cause of Death: Suicide 9/13/2019 - 10:03 am

But I don’t know why to wait you know either, I’ve never loved them……….

rocketman 9/13/2019 - 12:19 pm

The death threat thing? That’s not good people who do that are a little off and serious be careful.

Hope Dream Love 9/13/2019 - 2:11 pm

death threat would be referring to the guy that pushed my buttons so hard they broke and i snapped lol

rocketman 9/13/2019 - 3:03 pm

Ha Ha! excuse me!!!! 🙂 You just don’t take shit! HY YA!

Cause of Death: Suicide 9/13/2019 - 2:27 pm

I’ve been getting a lot of death threats and random crap but mostly I have this creepy first-degree stalker that will sexually assault me at least once every two weeks… I don’t mind the death threats because I’ve already been reliant on suicide for the last 15 years, but to spend three of my last few years alive being constantly r*ped every god damn other week

Cause of Death: Suicide 9/13/2019 - 2:53 pm

Is it St. John’s Wort you were looking for?

Hope Dream Love 9/13/2019 - 3:09 pm

no they had that. it was a more difficult name i think. i dont know that incident was a bit ago

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