I used to be very depressed but after making the decision to end my life and setting the date,all of a sudden I’m at peace,nothing disturbs me anymore,why does this happen?
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It’s very common for that to happen.
I was very frustrated for a long time as I couldn’t find a suicide method to my liking, but when I did find my “perfect” method I suddenly became quite complacent and didn’t feel the need to commit anymore.
Now I just finding life mildly amusing, not dreadful as before.
That’s normal, because you found a solution to all your problems and know they will go away one day, however be careful not to do things to destroy your life because your going to die anyways, you may change your mind that is normal as well.
That is how I do feel most of the time. Which is why I am always pretty much ready at moments advance to take my life. I couldn’t really say I’ve ever been depressed, but that life has never quite been ‘it’ for me. I had planned since 2005 to commit suicide in 2012. Things could have gone two ways for me between 2012-now : got worse or got better. I feel things had gotten very much worse for me, but that was after they had gotten much better. So now I do not feel very much. I try to forget and waste much of every moment…..