So, I am back in university to do masters. I have always been a very distant person. I do make a few friends but it takes time. Currently I have no friends. I sit alone in the class. But it doesn’t matter to me much as I am used to it.
But I have started thinking that I have no boyfriend. I don’t need any but we all need someone to love. I am incapable of loving people. Only people I ever loved are my parents. My parents had many fights when I was a child and that has made me distant and introvert. I hardly share my feelings with people. I don’t like most people. But yes, I do some times find some kind of connection to some people. I don’t know if I will ever find love. I just hope there is someone waiting for me. Someone I can love, someone who could love me. Someone who could be the light to my darkness. I am not very pretty but I do find that some people are interested in me but I don’t like them. It ain’t my mistake that I can’t like everyone. I just hope that I find love in someone. I am afraid to die alone. And I am 25 and never had a relationship so saying that I could end up alone is not a stretch.
I am waiting for you my soulmate. Please wait for me. I never settled for anything less and I hope you don’t too. I am there for you. Please find me. Please I pray thee universe , make me and my soulmate meet each other and fall in love. Although I don’t think falling in love is real but sure infatuation is.
Waiting for u… Or will die alone…