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Why am I so lonely?

by livedie

So, I am back in university to do masters. I have always been a very distant person. I do make a few friends but it takes time. Currently I have no friends. I sit alone in the class. But it doesn’t matter to me much as I am used to it.

But I have started thinking that I have no boyfriend. I don’t need any but we all need someone to love. I am incapable of loving people. Only people I ever loved are my parents. My parents had many fights when I was a child and that has made me distant and introvert. I hardly share my feelings with people. I don’t like most people. But yes, I do some times find some kind of connection to some people. I don’t know if I will ever find love. I just hope there is someone waiting for me. Someone I can love, someone who could love me. Someone who could be the light to my darkness. I am not very pretty but I do find that some people are interested in me but I don’t like them. It ain’t my mistake that I can’t like everyone. I just hope that I find love in someone. I am afraid to die alone. And I am 25 and never had a relationship so saying that I could end up alone is not a stretch.

I am waiting for you my soulmate. Please wait for me. I never settled for anything less and I hope you don’t too. I am there for you. Please find me. Please I pray thee universe , make me and my soulmate meet each other and fall in love. Although I don’t think falling in love is real but sure infatuation is.

Waiting for u… Or will die alone…

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Zeon 9/23/2019 - 3:12 pm

I wish you all the best in finding some introvert friends .Its hard when you’re introvert because we’re way too picky.Don’t worry about being very pretty i think pretty is enough to make some guys fall in love with you. Go to gym best place for an introverted woman to find boyfriend. Most guys are there just to meet women.

livedie 9/24/2019 - 2:26 am

You are right. We introverts are so picky. It takes me more than a week to be sure that I want someone to be my friend and mostly they do something that I don’t like and they are off from my friendship.

lucent 9/23/2019 - 7:34 pm

love is very real, I hope you find it!

livedie 9/24/2019 - 2:27 am

I hope so too.

Cause of Death: Suicide 9/24/2019 - 8:04 pm

I’ve never loved anyone and I’ve never wanted a boyfriend, lol, I’d rather commit than have those things and that’s why I am here lol. I am 25 too. I used to make prayers like yours there except mine were to pray that I would die young and easily with no pain, my prayers never came true – but I bet you find someone and get married soon, because that happens with people like you.

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