I feel like I’m being constantly robbed of my life. It’s as if I’m a product rather than a human being. A source of income for another. The lack of control over my own life is constantly felt every day. I feel so confined and ripped apart. There is just no escape. I keep watching myself cut and it’s just like this is not normal. But I keep watching myself do it like it’s not actually me doing it. And really it’s not. It feels like a response to an overpowering system of oppression where I can’t control my surrounding and daily life. I am constantly doing something for someone else that I don’t want to do. I don’t want society anymore. I know survival is possible without it and I must get there.