Conflict

After a few months – as I appear as somebody who is recovering,  I still find myself lost into darkness. Recovery seems like learning to put up a face and live a life that the world accepts. I should probably admit that I’ve kept away from a lot of mess by being what I’m supposed to. But ….. Trust me, I found myself back there in insanity.
I’m torn between what the world has asked me to be and what I truly am.
I don’t know what else to write or why the hell I am putting this at all.