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My thoughts to die

by Itscolourlife

After I graduate
I will kill myself

Before that
Im going to do everything I want and live to the fullest
Im going to make bucket list to do

I wish something good happen so I will change my mind
But I dont think so..
I always feel something weird and sick inside me
And all of that from what I thought
I think my sad mind control my body

Im sorry mom dad everyone who care about me
But I dont have dream or something I want to achieve anymore..
Im sorry

At least I finish what you want too..

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WaitLonger 10/7/2019 - 6:51 am

I used to think the same, but even making a bucket list is too much effort.

Itscolourlife 10/8/2019 - 12:54 pm

Kinda true

Cause of Death: Suicide 10/15/2019 - 3:49 am

Hey there, I always planned to commit suicide as soon as I graduated high school… I couldn’t be like everyone else and move on to college- id just as well rather , just die, you know, just disappear. No one would care and even if some random stranger cared, I really wouldn’t care that they care. Do you know what I mean? I used to have a dream to be a truck driver or make music, but right now I can’t really do anything.. I started getting sexually assaulted real terribly about 3 years ago. Since then, I have been assaulted 180 some times… I don’t know who or why.. But I really can’t even move anymore so I can’t do anything at all. I can’t even go outside on a walk, lol.

Itscolourlife 10/18/2019 - 3:47 pm

Im sorry to hear that.. i cant tell ypu something nice.. cause we are kinda same.. but let me say this
FIGHTING
But if life cant give us break then lets be the one who put ourself in a long break time

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