13 October 2019
To those who are here; to those who are gone,
As my life finally leaves me it is my hope that you know one thing beyond any doubt. Our search for peace does not end nor does it begin… it is everlasting, without hope of it ever coming to a conclusion. Darkness has a tendency to follow what casts a shadow and we are no exception. To think, the more light one tries to shine on something the darker everything seems to be… why?
All of my life I wanted to change into something better; something special, but… the most important thing to me was left untenable… and truly unchangeable.
For the people that were in my life I bid you farewell. I do apologize for what my death has caused you to feel, but… I believe this was the right choice to make, in the end. My heart goes out to the one I fell in love with. I am sorry things between us did not work out… it was my fault, till the very end. Goodbye, Isabella… I will not forget what you have done for me.
“Mayst thou thy peace discov’r.”
Alyce Jeanette Kidder