Seriously guys… I see a lot of people here because of reasons like ‘I have lost my gf/bf.. bigg sad / Problem with self confidence, anxiety, or loss of a loved one’. I’ve dealt with these issues and it just seems like nothing to me.
I’m confident, never stressed, and lost a family member and am totally fine with it. I managed to get skills like fluent english, drawing and guitar, which might not seem great for you, but that’s not the point.
The point is, I’m still depressed and I still have no friends. What the fuck? I feel like I’m the only one in the fucking WORLD (which I’m probably not) who’s got this problem. How the fuck is it that I have absolutely no social anxiety, very talkative, “funny” (as I’ve been told many times but I don’t think I am), but yeah I still have absolutely no one. And even so, people say they like me when they don’t! And that is.. being a ‘spare’ friend or somethin…
I feel like I’m going to explode. I’m not considered as a human being by anyone. You know? I need love, friends and stuff aswell?
so yeah that’s it. I’m not trying to convince you that I’m awesome and stuff. I’m just confused, totally lost, and I need some insight.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
side note : I’ve been rough with people here, and for that I’m sorry. When I’m here it’s because I’m angry/sad, which is like, all the time