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by T3R3Z1

Seriously guys… I see a lot of people here because of reasons like ‘I have lost my gf/bf.. bigg sad / Problem with self confidence, anxiety, or loss of a loved one’. I’ve dealt with these issues and it just seems like nothing to me.

I’m confident, never stressed, and lost a family member and am totally fine with it. I managed to get skills like fluent english, drawing and guitar, which might not seem great for you, but that’s not the point.

The point is, I’m still depressed and I still have no friends. What the fuck? I feel like I’m the only one in the fucking WORLD (which I’m probably not) who’s got this problem. How the fuck is it that I have absolutely no social anxiety, very talkative, “funny” (as I’ve been told many times but I don’t think I am), but yeah I still have absolutely no one. And even so, people say they like me when they don’t! And that is.. being a ‘spare’ friend or somethin…

I feel like I’m going to explode. I’m not considered as a human being by anyone. You know? I need love, friends and stuff aswell?

 

so yeah that’s it. I’m not trying to convince you that I’m awesome and stuff. I’m just confused, totally lost, and I need some insight.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

 

side note : I’ve been rough with people here, and for that I’m sorry. When I’m here it’s because I’m angry/sad, which is like, all the time

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richies 10/6/2019 - 3:54 am

Go for a holiday and eat delicious food. I think that will alleviate your condition. Also, you don’t have to have human friends. You can keep a dog or cat and make them your friend. If you don’t like animals, go for other hobbies. I’ve seen people without friends that are happy,but I hope you can make friends.

T3R3Z1 10/6/2019 - 6:42 am

A holiday? I’m still a high schooler, i have no money. I’m stuck here with my stupidity. And what if I want friends? I have to stay alone and accept my fate?

rocketman 10/6/2019 - 10:53 am

Sounds like your handling things pretty good, the thing about us humans is we always want what we don’t have, therefore we think something is wrong with us, As your saying it can be things like GF/BF or anything it’s different for everyone, my problem may seem silly to you and your problem may seem silly to me, you can get the things you want but you have to pay a price like a job to earn a check, you work to make money to pay for your car which you like but you hate your job! Is it worth it? nothing just falls into your lap. So myself I think of the negatives of the things I want which kills the desire to want them in most cases 🙂 What works for me is doing things that make me content like playing guitar and putting it down when ever I feel like lt. It’s hard to do that with humans.

lol i didnt know i could edit your comment -T3R3Z1

T3R3Z1 10/6/2019 - 2:12 pm

Yeah I see what you mean, and I could spend more time playing and drawing, but the thing is, the thing i really want to do is go out with friends and stuff, which i oubviously can’t ‘-‘
and what’s ‘your problem’?

muspelhem 10/7/2019 - 3:53 am

Dismissing other users’ problems as trivial is a bad start.

Regarding what you’re doing wrong, ask people. Ask people you actually interact with IRL. They’re probably not all going to say the same thing, but at least you will get some outside perspectives on yourself. The more people you ask, the better.

Cause of Death: Suicide 10/15/2019 - 3:57 am

That’s interesting. What is nice about me is I don’t want any friends and I’ve never had any… I am always completely silent and alone. I can’t stand shiny happy people. Seems so FAKE to me. What is interesting about me, is I see the only life worth living is one where you are completely alone.. no one there to bother you.. take you to places you don’t want to go to.. basically assault everything that is you and offend your life-blood. I’ll probably just commit, but I would only choose to live a life where I live alone very far away from any society.

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