Things are getting serious now. I have started praying for my death. Seriously, just getting on my knees in the dark and just ask whatever or whoever out there to kill me. I’ll let you know how this goes. I’ve sunked too deep now. I feel so numb and unmotivated. Everything is becoming a hassle.
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“Maybe the real, “God” uses tricks. Y’know, maybe he’s not omnipotent, he’s just been around so long he knows everything.”
I come from a very catholic family and I’ve prayed to die since I was 18, I’m 24 and still alive
I’ve been praying to die since 8 or 9.. nothing happened, holy crap.. it’s all up to you if you really want it I learn because no higher power ever help
Committing suicide is harder than you think unless you have a gun trust me I’ve tried and researched. Medical professionals are serious assholes to suicide patients that fail. I guess what I’m trying to say is that unless you have a gun praying for your death might be the best option because trying at suicide and failing is seriously annoying and makes you feel worse and could result in you being paralyzed and not being able to try again or you just having to take medication down the line for liver or kidney problems life is very frustrating
Your sense of purpose is inside you. It’s your desire for peace and relief from pain.
Yep and I’m about to make it happen. I just need my trigger to go off so I can lose perspective of everything and end it without fear stopping me