General failure by beautifulsinner 11/28/2019 written by beautifulsinner 11/28/2019 i failed. i failed my suicide attempt. no i do not regret attempting. i regret not being more strategical so i would have died. after 5 weeks spent in the psych ward and majority of my friends gone, im lost. i feel lost and empty 6 comments 0 Email Related posts update 9/20/2021 He thinks, he says 9/20/2021 i’m done 9/20/2021 Bullshit 9/20/2021 What if I’m not the problem? 9/19/2021 Back in the Ditch 9/19/2021 I survived, but… 9/19/2021 Random question of the day 9/19/2021 Bullied by Boss 9/18/2021 Do i deserve less respect? 9/18/2021 6 comments Rainwatch 11/29/2019 - 10:06 am Failed attempts suck. I’ve been there. Tried a 100 sleeping pills only too survive. That was over ten years ago and I can say with hand on heart I wished I hadn’t survived. Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 11/29/2019 - 10:29 am I failed an attempt. I bought a shotgun after waiting for 13 years, and praying every day and night to be dead, and then when I wasn’t looking, these f*cking creepers came and stole it. Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 11/29/2019 - 10:31 am I’ve never had any friends but I did have to spend 28 days in the mental hospital and that was when I was raped for the first time since I was 9. Since, I have been raped 182 more times. Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 11/29/2019 - 10:34 am What a horrible and worthless things, those psych wards. Must be those sadistic Christians. Trying to make everyone follow along with their close-minded belief systems. Log in to Reply visual eyes 11/29/2019 - 11:02 pm What happened? Do you want to talk about any of it? Log in to Reply infinitetears 11/30/2019 - 2:26 am 5 weeks in a psych ward is probably more than enough for anyone to want to die, nevermind how things were before. Those places are a big reason I’ve never attempted. There are some things worse than death. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.