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I’m afraid

by Kek

Sorry this is just a rant piece, nothing really helpful to anyone reading.
Think I’ve been caught with a bad habit, been trying to lose weight – think you can imagine what it is.
I’m nowhere near my goal weight and I’m afraid I’ll be made to stop. Not to mention the damn humiliation of anyone, let alone my whole family, knowing.
I was diagnosed with bipolar four years ago and only just managed to convince my family that it wasn’t true. Of course it is hahaha, every time I’m in hypo-mania I think I don’t have it.
So anyways I’ve crashed hard and as strange as it is I’m afraid to leave my depressive state because it just feels like I’m prolonging the inevitable.
Once I’m ready I just want to end things and free everyone.
Thanks for the rant, even if no-one replies!

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shatterediris 11/7/2019 - 12:41 pm

-has read the rant-
I wish I had more to offer, but I’m sorry….
Good luck though, hopefully your family doesn’t find out, but if they do hopefully that goes well.

Kek 11/9/2019 - 9:29 pm

Thank you.
I just needed to get it off my chest and what better place then here.
I appreciate your reply, even being acknowledged can help!
I hope everything goes well for you too for whatever has brought you to this site.

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