i try my hardest everyday to see the light. but some days its so dark, its like a black hole. just eating all the light that comes any wheres near it. but i still try even though i see it as pointless. like im in a well clawing and digging hoping to grab a hold of anything to pull myself up. but it seems all i have to hold on to is the lighter side of my mood/personality disorder. its nothing more than a little twig. not the strong root that i need to hold me. i need to find something stronger before i fall. before it really is too late.