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by darkness_soul

I had suicide ideation now for a good year now. All I see is darkness and nothing else. It feels like I am alone and that no one is ever there for me. Ever since my EX broke up with me I felt my whole world becoming filled with more and more darkness. It’s now gotten to the point i cut my wrists on a daily basis to try and get rid of my emotional pain but it doesn’t seem to work. I also tried to take up alcoholism to drink away the pain but that didn’t seem to work either. Now all I see is darkness and I am at the point where I feel like hanging myself with wire. My parents never liked me growing up by calling me a “mistake“ and also telling me how they wish I were dead and frankly I think they have a point and are correct when they say that. Hopefully once I am gone from this world I can find happiness in the afterlife. Please don go down the same path I did.

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Cause of Death: Suicide 11/18/2019 - 1:56 am

Hey at the end of the day, it’s all about you and what any one else wants will never affect you. Lol. If someone else’s wants are for you to die – then that doesn’t mean you’re actually going to die (well unless they get nifty and actually conspire to murder you directly… you never know..) but then if it’s what you want, if that’s what you want is to die that is what will affect you because then you’ll go after it.

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