Like always, life just gives you false hope.
it makes you believe, that it will get better.
That everything will be okey.
Just to make you stay alive, even for one more day.
So you can just suffer more when reality hits you.
Then, the illusion of a false hope will fade.
Then reality will kill you inside.
Now I know, I know that I can’t trust hope.
It is just to make sure you stay alive so you can suffer more.
I will not fall for it again.
I am TIRED of falling for it.
I am TIRED of everything.
Nothing will get better.
Nothing will change.
The only thing that will change.
Is my existence.