Like always, life just gives you false hope.
it makes you believe, that it will get better.
That everything will be okey.
Just to make you stay alive, even for one more day.
So you can just suffer more when reality hits you.
Then, the illusion of a false hope will fade.
Then reality will kill you inside.
Now I know, I know that I can’t trust hope.
It is just to make sure you stay alive so you can suffer more.
I will not fall for it again.
I am TIRED of falling for it.
I am TIRED of everything.
Nothing will get better.
Nothing will change.
The only thing that will change.
Is my existence.
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Not for everyone.
But, yeah I hear you. Always, every time.
Hello. I am hope. I am just an illusion.
The illusions are talking now. We must be making progress!
What I think is .. what is the difference between suffering for just one more day – or – 40 years more?
When nothing changes and you live the same day over and over again. Even though you could survive 40 more years, but nothing good ever happens and you are not good enough to do any good. Why not suffer just one more day then commit, because nothing will have changed 40 years down the road.
I suffer one more day despite knowing this and I guess that is why I am crazy. One more day turns into 40 years. And what the hell, that was pathetic. What type of sick creation is a human being?
It’s just time passing. If you have nothing to live for, why just delay the inevitable? I’ve never felt any sort of hope, false or true.. You can live the same day forever and I am living testament of this
The reality is that we all do exactly what we want to do, at every moment (I think they call it free will), if someone wants to kill themselves they will.. most of us just want to talk though, we’re lonely