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Why bother continuing?

by Wraith

My birth was a mistake. Not killing myself when I was younger was a mistake. Believing all of the lies that I was told growing up was a mistake. Hoping that even one female on this entire planet would ever find me attractive was a mistake. Every time I go out into the world turns out to be a mistake. But staying inside all day is a mistake, too. Every action I could possibly take — besides suicide — is a mistake because continuing to exist will only result in further torment that I don’t want to deal with any longer.

I’m not going to moan about how I did nothing to deserve this horrific fate — even if it may be true — because that won’t change anything. The only thing that can put an end to my lifelong suffering is fast-forwarding to my death.

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Cause of Death: Suicide 11/22/2019 - 8:56 pm

I always wanted to kill my self by gunshot to head, and I chose shotgun in order to make sure none of my face would remain because I’m f*cking hideous and don’t want to have this face or body. I’ve never had any reason not to kill myself, lol.

deathisnear 11/23/2019 - 6:30 am

Shotgun is a good choice.

I’m just about ready to go deep into the forest where nobody is around, shoot myself in the head, and hope that I’m never brought into existence again. The intense psychological and physical pain that I’ve endured throughout my life greatly outweighs the small amount of pleasure that I’ve experienced, and that will only continue for as long as I remain alive.

Cause of Death: Suicide 11/26/2019 - 12:18 am

I’ve been ready for a long while, but it’s sad I do keep being followed… nothing good about it… just being followed … should I go out and do as you have writ, I would be followed and taken just to be used. Seems worse than murder. Everything I write and do, It seems I am followed

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