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760€/3 Days

by Yikrens

I waste this much for Drugs.
My Mind is on 100 when I wake up. The Fight/Flight* or rather, get away, love somebody or get lost in People desire is controlling me. I feel addicted, but only when I smoke cigarettes. I do not want this. But, I can not find joy in these People. I miss the People I like, I can not reach them ever. Therapy is hopeless, the strangers, the talks do not satisfy me. The point where I like to stay in a Jail is reached. I would kill if I should. My aches are very hideous, I can not make them out no more, but any doctor I met is unable to this already for a very long time. This is not me I live, this is too surreal.

I think, I am a Dead Project. This Human is made to rot, rotten, rotten more.

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Yikrens 12/4/2019 - 1:37 am

probably I am made to die before my life even begin.

postalservice 12/7/2019 - 5:16 am

do the people in your life make you happy? I’m sure they love you and need you around

Yikrens 2/8/2020 - 8:13 pm

they try. restrict and are making trials. clandestine and professional.

theagonyandtheecstasy_ 2/8/2020 - 9:11 pm

Ew. Yeah, I get that.

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