Generalfuck it by Abandoned 12/7/2019 written by Abandoned 12/7/2019first smoke ive had in years, i feel like everyone hates me and im only on day 6 of the medication already sick and tired of it…..why the f*ck am i still bothering with anything 5 comments 0EmailRelated postsidk 8/15/2020New Favorite Song 8/14/2020What makes me sad LIST 8/14/2020dont cry why try die 8/14/2020 8/14/2020When the Mask Comes Off 8/14/2020Hydroplaning in a complete circle like @_@ by... 8/14/2020Is there even a point? 8/13/2020 8/13/202018 hours of sleep 8/12/20205 comments postalservice 12/7/2019 - 4:15 amEvery time I smoke, it feels like it’s been years. I went to a candy store and saw a box of candy cigarettes. It read “Target” on the cover and it felt like years again. Endless loop. At least with alcohol, it doesn’t all taste the same. Sometimes worse, other times better, but I hate alcohol. Cigarettes are anxiety’s piss-ants. They’ll probably ***** you down, just saying. Log in to Reply postalservice 12/7/2019 - 4:16 amB**** Log in to Reply postalservice 12/7/2019 - 4:16 amNot you, though haha Log in to Reply It'll Be Ok 12/7/2019 - 6:52 amFirst lol I found your following comments a little amusing.It has been years for me. My last smoke was 3-4 years ago Log in to Reply postalservice 12/8/2019 - 1:23 amMust’ve been crisp and nostalgic. Now for the cravings like the scent of blood to a vampire. haha Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.