i thought today was going to be a happy day… but i dont feel happy. why would today be any different. disorders dont care what day it is.
its my anniversary and im sitting here thinking about everything wrong i can do. i wanna cut. i wanna cry. i wanna drink. i wanna smoke up. but the worse one of all……i want to flick a switch and have it be like i was never here…
im sorry for everything ive put you through…
i couldnt ask for a better husband, i just wish i could be a better wife.
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Awwwwww. Well what the hell. Where’s the dinner date.
It’s 430am lol. We’re doing that after work 🙂
Right, lol There’s that to look forward to : D
Idk, why beat yourself up when you can hit the restart button.
Don’t be so hard on yourself, nobody’s perfect : P
I’ll try but it just seems like I’m always messing things up.