Somehow, still here.

Yup, still here.

You wonder, how?

But you should ask, why?

Well, ’cause I am trying.

Trying for someone.

It isn’t easy.

But I am trying.

Something nice will happen.

Well, not too sure, you know, life is mean.

So I should expect that everything will go wrong.

But I am trying to be positive.

But my mind is still broken.

Still thinking.

And it isn’t good.

I even wonder if I deserve to be happy.

After what I did.

Not sure if I really deserve something.