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“Wake Up and Smell the Ashes”.

by Shephard

A collection of dreams I’ve had recently, as written in my dream journal:

050520 Dec 19

Veronica showing someone around as I was tidying up. Saw that she wanted me to tidy one part in particular. Went and began to tidy it…

I fell back to sleep shortly after. Unsure as to what else happened.



280315 Nov 19

Evac from a metro area with a small GP of people including Daryl (Norman Reedus).

Ended up inside a small compound which was familiar to me and a couple others. We shut off the only entrance to it from the train station.

Things got dark and a small team headed off to a contested area. Me and Daryl teamed up and headed through what looked like barracks. A girl approached us at speed – and despite me wanting to shoot her – she ended up being friendly. She spoke of the teens who’d gone missing from the local school. They seemed familiar.



270230 Nov 19

Celebrating a birthday when Veronica grabbed me by the neck… and I grasped at her arm, smiling in return.



It would be unbecoming of myself to engage in fraternisation with the woman who helped start the company I work for… But I can’t say that I haven’t entertained the idea once or twice. Besides – either I make a move, or she’ll make it for me. Everyone at work knows she’s smitten over me; and I have no idea why.

Y’all know that “giggle” women do when they’re real into a guy, right? The one where their voice jumps up a few semitones and they’re practically gushing in front of you? That’s what she does… Whenever I approach her desk to talk about the smallest of things. Can’t say I don’t appreciate the attention, but it doesn’t do much to me these days. Right place; wrong time.

Who the fuck am I kidding with this shit…

Time for another double shot of rum. This one’s for you, SeeSmith


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Salt 12/17/2019 - 10:45 am

Shep! My favorite writer who, as far as I know, has never published a book. How you been man? I don’t know how I ended up here today after all these years, but I see you and sammi also made an appearance so I figured I’d make a show, if only to grab my slice of 5-year-old fine aged SP cake. Where’s the party? Ps this cake tastes like rancid ass.

Salt 12/17/2019 - 10:47 am

Also in another wacky coincidence, I happen to be on my 2nd shot of rum. If SeeSmith shows up tell him I want a lap dance. I don’t even know what that means,

Sammi6xoxo 12/17/2019 - 4:14 pm

Apparently SeeSmith won’t be making any appearances. Cancer. Peace be with him.

Salt 12/17/2019 - 4:57 pm

I sat here for a good 10 minutes not knowing how to react. From what I remember of his last posts, he sounded like he had buried his demons, and I always got a good feeling that he was one of the few who made it out of here feeling much better than when he arrived.

Sammi6xoxo 12/17/2019 - 5:08 pm

According to freeRoma, he passed in his sleep surrounded by family and friends. He did make it out.

Klownisak 12/17/2019 - 8:34 pm

Pardon me for sticking my nose in here… but learning about SeeSmith’s death is shocking, even if I wasn’t friends with him. He was a nice man. Hopefully he’s at peace.

freeroma 12/17/2019 - 9:07 pm

You and your dreams.. I’ve wondered if they mean more in part because you keep a dream journal instead of letting them pass.
you never do seem to fathom a reason why. Never quite a right time, eh? Always a day there will be time enough, hopefully by then the fires have stopped cropping up. One day..

He’d likely have tequila, can’t say I’ve tried it.
Ill raise a glass, some cherry vodka and cranberry juice on my part tho.

Hope you’re eating some human food, seems about lunch time for you.

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