Just like any other previous days, I still don’t feel any changes in my mental health except I’m falling deep into despair..
All I did today was study the whole day and played my all-time favourite online game in which I have no other choice instead of doing nothing and feeling depressed. Then, a friend of mine messaged me about my mental health and told him that it’s worst and I stupendously told him that I don’t want to talk about it. Yet this is what I’ve been asking for… And now someone took noticed but I guess it’s too late for that – I’m beyond saving.
One more thing were the school activities that are required to be submitted on Monday.
So nothing… I feel nothing today except the despair crawling under my skin, and later I’ll just silently drown in my tears again.
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I love you. Statistically if you live long enough it’s very likely you will feel happiness again. This assumption has helped me a lot. So you didn’t do well today. Oh well. You haven’t missed anything because there’s nothing to miss. You will just have to accept support next time. Just make sure there is a next time. You can do it. It doesn’t feel possible but it is.