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by Abandoned

whens it needed?
currently im not high or drunk but once i decided i want it i get it. ive tried to not but i want it so fucking bad. to just leave this world temporarily. ive gone as far as hiding it from my husband so he doesnt know.

ill be honest im not even sure why im posting this. i wont go until im forced to. but others opinion on when it becomes an addiction is nice i guess

speaking of which i need more. i only have a shot of whiskey left which im about to drink thankfully tomorrows payday


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something warm 1/16/2020 - 7:56 pm

It always feels easiest to drink it all away, I drink too, it does take you out of it all for a little while, it’s very cathartic. Just know there’s love for you in the world, I’ll send some over from me x

404 1/17/2020 - 5:38 am

Aww thank you. I’ll send you some to as I’m sure you need it considering you’re here. Hugs <3

mountaingoat 1/16/2020 - 8:25 pm


I was a remorseless alcoholic for 12 years straight. It runs in my family and I had all the triggers to bring it on as I grew up.

It was very deeply ingrained.

It got to the point where I did wish I could quit, but I couldn’t. I was an addict. All I could do was keep drinking.

Anyways, I heard about ibogaine as an addiction treatment, and I did it.

Ive been sober for almost 6 years now and it’s easy. No struggle, no AA, no craving, nothing.

You might want to try it.

visual eyes 1/16/2020 - 10:25 pm

I think it’s needed when you wake in the morning feeling like utter shit from what you did the night before, and think to yourself “I’m not going to do ‘this or that’ today, nor do I want to”… and then end up doing it again anyway. When you’re trapped in a cycle and can not help yourself. When it starts affecting your life in a very bad way, and yet you can’t stop destroying yourself

404 1/17/2020 - 5:37 am

I’ve never had that problem. In fact I’ve never really had a hang over. And I just kinda meander throughout the day like I’m not drunk or high (some how)

mountaingoat 1/17/2020 - 12:03 am

I was there. Ibogaine snapped me out of it.

404 1/17/2020 - 5:35 am

As good as I’m sure it is. I stopped reading at this part “It is a psychedelic with dissociative properties.” I already have a dissociation disorder and hallucinations without drugs.

mountaingoat 1/17/2020 - 7:45 pm

Ive never heard of that being a contraindication before. Maybe it is. Its hard to get good info on it because it is underground. The quality of the trip is very compassionate and seems to invariably promote mental health. Unlike LSD or something where people can freak out and are fucked up for life maybe. Ibogaine doesn’t do that.

Ive done it myself and gave it to two others. All good there. I do have some lesser mental illness than what you are talking about. I feel it helped me with that some too.

The contraindications Ive heard of is poor organ health and other drugs in your system.

The drug ibogaine seems to repair the receptors in the brain that require the addict’s drug of choice to be consumed. After the treatment, addicts experience little to no cravings for their drug of choice, and they DO NOT go through withdrawal.

Im just some guy stuck here in a world where I see people suffering from addiction and there’s this cure that no one talks about. I can’t help but talk about it. It cured me, it cured my partner, and it cured someone else I know from a crack addiction.

I wish I would have known about this 20 years ago, before I completely ruined my life by hiding in a bottle for 12 years. Oh well. It happens.

404 1/17/2020 - 8:18 pm

i heard shrooms are suppose to help to. but again psychedelic

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