Life is so sad.
I drink a ton ofcoffee in the morning and try to draw, but life is so dull there is nothing interesting to create! Anything I create is plain empty to me.
Told myself to be numb, but thats bs, my life is sad. It’s sad like a can rusting on the ground, its not like anything truly dramatic has happened to me (apart from dead mum at 10? Idc, I shouldnt consider that as a loss, considering how boriiiiing my family is). I wish I could be like you guys and have lost something instead of not having anything to lose in the first place! I dont have friends, someone I love, shit like that. Dulllll life. Stupid and sad. If only I were smart! But no my stupidity prevents me from thinking any further.
So why not kill myself? Well there’s indeed 0 reason to be alive, but I’m scared of cutting my wrist, or jumping under a train, and firearms arent legal in France. Survival instinct. But I truly wish to die.
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“I wish I could be like you guys” you really shouldnt wish to be something you arent. it typically tends to be worse and you find yourself wishing to go back. i remember wishing i couldnt feel. well now i cant and im worse then ive ever been…..so be careful what youre wishing for
Pal if the only thing you can feel is sadness and pain, then yeah being not able to feel sounds good to me. And if you regret what you wished for then you can still feel stuff
Its complicated and I’m not going to explain it to someone that cant see the forest through the trees
Do you really need to be rude to me? I’m not trying to offend you. I’m just stating what I noticed.
Wasnt being rude. Just saying I’m not explaining it to someone I doubt will understand
Then do something crazy like move across the country idk that’s just what I did and it kinda worked
That sounds good but I’m only 17 and have 0 money. I’m kinda stuck at my dad’s house.
Fucc okay that’s fair, I’m sorry but I’ll be here for u
Reality is boring. Fuck reality.
Facts. If only we were in a story 🙁