Its been over a year since i last cut, but for some reason recently it has been getting harder and harder to stop myself. I just want to do it so bad. I accidently cut my ankle while saving my legs earlier today and now i can’t stop thinking about getting a new razor.
It’s been a long time since i last genuinely thought about killing myself. For a while things were pretty good; even now things aren’t too bad but for some reason i still want to do it. I can’t get it out of my mind. I want to stop thinking about it because i am scared i will go fo far and attempt again, but i’m not sure how to get it out. Every little thing that happens sets off these thoughts and it is starting to get out of control. I’m losing control.