I’m very new to actually talking to someone/ people how I have felt. Loneliness. It hits harder than ever these days. All I want is a simple ‘are you okay?’ from anyone. I feel fine some days but when I’m not speaking to anyone it all comes back to me how I have lost all my friends and the ones I have left don’t even bother to check up on me. I recently lost a bestfriend I have had for 10 years and damn that hit hard. I constantly think about whether I should repair things with her but what she did was unforgivable in my eyes. When I’m around people I feel very awkward and I’m just a boring person to be around that’s why everyone is leaving my life. I have friends but they have better friends. I cry constantly and I’m just lost on what to do it really hurts 🙁 sometimes I wanna end it all because I feel empty and no one will care as there’s no one to check up on me anyway.