Haven’t been here since 2017. I guess since I’m back that must mean life is kicking my ass again, hah.
Gonna type some stuff out I guess. Do kind of an update even though no one here remembers me now, lol.
Well I’ve been self isolating but it’s really been no different than my usual day-to-day. I barely ever leave the house these days anyway. My psychiatrist put me on a new medication a few weeks ago. Gave me some samples and I took them for a week before I found out I couldn’t actually afford the prescription at all, so that’s fun. I’ve been unmedicated for about 2-ish weeks now and it hasn’t been good. BPD has had it’s foot on my throat for about a week now and it’s getting really hard to function. I think about suicide every day now. I’ve relapsed for the first time in 3 years. Its getting harder to live. In 2017 I was put into a psychiatric hospital and I think it might be time for another visit.
Out of stuff to say. Blah. Bye for now.