Im so done with it

And right now im in the perfect position to just watch myself fall……..i wonder if ill jump this time.

(To future me when i read my old posts) im currently in the position to convince my husband to leave me because of the “abuse” and my friend seems to barely notice me anymore. “I swear i still care” then stop playing your fucking video game and prove it.

A bit of background on the video game thing. All of my exs ignored me. They were either ignoring me to talk to their friend or play video games and HE knows this. In fact when i was with “jackass” he was apart of it because jackass would always ignore me to play video games with him. So theres some back story as to way it annoys me a bit more then it probably would most.

And no im not being needy im just asking the he doesnt just ignore me like im not here. He can play his games i dont care. I just want to know where i stand with him. You cant say you care about someone and then blatantly ignore them when you know youre the only person they have.