Now my goody two shoes, straight as an arrow friend wouldn’t mind having a drink with me. If I remember correctly before he swore hed never touch the stuff. I never meant to…… It’s all my fault….
Stupid fucking idiot. Me. I’m the stupid fucking idiot. Look at this message my friend sent me “If you can keep fighting your addictions and win, that would be awesome, and i’d be super proud of you” I lied. I knowingly lied to him. Im not leaving my smokes home. No I haven’t had one in years but might as well. Proud. HA! He’ll never be proud of me. I’m nothing more then a fuck up. Why can’t he just listen to me and go find a gf that will treat him the way I wish I could