I’ve had a really good couple of weeks making music and thought I was getting better, then all of a sudden the emptiness is back and the incessant feeling of discomfort in my own skin, it’s hard sometimes, it’s really hit me and I’m on the verge of being suicidal again (maybe I am)..it sucks, it really does, thanks for reading. Was I deluding myself that I’m actually getting better, what’s real and not real? I don’t know.
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that fukd up feeling “discomfort in my own skin”.. same here
i read poems when it hits.. but considering finishing myself soon